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Oh man... I'm feeling confused again.

After so many days of being confused and making up my mind, I'm confused... again! Ahh!

These few days, Bernice hasn't been going for swimming and Li Ling's busy too, so I'm the only girl going for training.

In the end, I don't go too because I don't like being the only girl there.

Honestly, I love swimming, and I enjoy going for trainings.

But, it's about being the only girl that's bothering me.

I know I can't wait for the other girls to be free to go for training. I won't be able to keep this up for 2 years.

I'll hav to go alone some day. But it's just really bothering me.

There's nothing wrong the guys or anything like that. I just feel more comfortable with girls.

Maybe after being confused for so long, i may decide to quit swimming and stick to my first 2 ccas--Biz and horti. But I'll feel bad about quitting swimming since already made friends.

I think I'll just stay in swimming for now.

Wait till SYF is over, then Li Ling can go for training. I feel bad about not turning up for so many trainings though. Hee...