ICE.COLD.COFFEE

Actually I made up my mind to quit Biz but then I met Angela this morning and she asked mi to stay in Biz. That kinda made me think twice.

Honestly, I really can't bear to leave all my frens in Biz. But at the same time, I wanna join swimming because that's my interest.

Haiz... I feel confused.

Can some one help me make up my mind?

Actually when I consider whether or not to stay in the cca, it's is not what the cca is about, or what we do during meetings.

It's mainly the people in that cca that make me wanna stay or leave.

Now I wanna stay in Biz because I already made some good friends so I can't bear to leave them.

On the other hand, the swimming pple are really nice too, and i like swimming!

I guess I havn't gone for enough swimming trainings to tell if I really want to do this for the rest of my 2 years in JC.

By the way, I went for my first gym training alone today.

I thought it would be quite weird and a little scary being the only girl there. But when I reached, there were already some girls inside.

That's what gave me the courage to go in.

After a while, the girls left and I became the only girl in the gym.

But surprisingly, it was ok. Not weird at all.

I guess it's more of a psychological problem.

Actually being afraid of being the only girl is also one of the reasons why I'm holding back to join swimming.

I'll just think about it some more them hopefully I can come to a conclusion soon.