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Saturday, October 01, 2005
Mental breakdown
Oh man... I'm so tired from studying.
I wanted to study really hard for promos because I want to take S papers and get chosen for the SMU thing (only 40 year 1s from the whole of Singapore will be chosen. Ahh...).
Previously, I always thought I didn't study to the best of my ability. Since I still had time to watch television, it means I still had time to study more right?
So this time, I decided to study more and take less breaks. For the past 2 weeks, I've studied really hard.
But, I realised a made a mistake. All that studying has really drained me out. So it seems that I had really done my best in the past. All that television breaks was to recharge me before I hit the books again.
So now, the continuous studying really makes me want to take a week's break away from the revision, homework, lecture notes, tutorials etc.
But, I can't! Because I'm having my exams this week.
Haiz. In the end I couldn't really study today and played computer games for a few hours in the evening and watched television later. Had to take a rest, I really couldn't take it.
At around midnight, my mum was drinking a small cup of liquor and I decided to take a sip.
I had always wondered how it was like to be drunk and wanted to try. I ended up drinking about half a cup and felt a teeny weeny bit dizzy. It was only a little so there wasn't much to experience.
Ironically, I felt better after the drink and went to study 6 chapters of Physics. And when everyone went to bed, I went to sleep too.
Moral of the story. Always take time to rest in between revision.
*This post was written after my exams ended. Haha. When I originally wrote this, there was something wrong with my com and I couldn't finish. Later, I deleted and rewrote it. So I deleted Norman's comment in the process. Sorry sbout that!
