ICE.COLD.COFFEE

I just feel so stressed. I’m free now till 2.30pm, then I have to go for training. Some how, I developed a phobia for swimming because I’m afraid that the training will be harsh. I told Sheryl and she said not to worry because usually the first training will be lighter. Makes sense… but I’m still worried. I can’t explain why.

And the teachers’ day flower sale is adding to the stress too. Me, Melissa and Jia Yan are in charge but the thing is, I’m the type that prefers to do everything myself. I don’t really trust other people with such stuff, especially if I know that it’s important. I do that to everyone, so it’s got nothing to do with the both of them.

They seemed so much more relaxed then me. Feels like I’m bringing it all on myself by taking on so many responsibilities. I know I should learn to delegate work. Maybe then things will turn out better.

Because of all these stuff, I haven’t been able to sleep enough and do my homework. That’s bad! I know I need to do my homework or else I’ll have a hard time catching up. And today, I think I looked sad because a lot of people asked me if I was fine. Do I look not-fine to you? I think I really do.

If this continues, I’ll soon become a walking zombie. Going around school daily expressionless and not having fun at all.

Ahhh… I don’t want things to be like that. Save me!

haha, yea you should assign more work to you follow work mates. this way you will have more fun! anyway, hope that everything will be a big sucess! all the best!!

thanks! :)