ICE.COLD.COFFEE

After the training from hell yesterday, I'm beginning to be afraid of trainings.

Some more we're going to Chinese Swimming Club tomorrow where a coach will teach us. I've never gone there before so I don't know what's it like. All I know is that it's going to be tougher than normal trainings. Even worse than the training on monday. We've been warned...

So, I'm afraid. I'm scared of going there (I also don't know why) although I'm almost the fastest girl among the lot. Ya, since I'm the only one who has trained for 1 year. I think the other IP girl who is the swimming pro is faster than me, I'm not sure of her standard though. What matters is that I'm not last... at least not yet.

Training on monday was so tough that it takes the fun out of swimming. Now I feel like wednesdays will be torture instead of having fun.

I'm afraid. So I'll be bringing mousy (mouse-see) with me to school. It's just a orange stuffed mouse and I "cute-tified" it's name. Haha... I'll just put it in my bag for comfort. Like I know that someone close is there with me. I know it sounds childish la. Laugh all you want. But I love my mousy. :)