ICE.COLD.COFFEE

Lots of pai seh things happened during or after training today! So damn embarrassing!

We were all lined up and on the coach's whistle, we would all plunge and sprint to the other side and back.

But I jumped before the whistle was blown! And to make matters worse, since I wasn't well prepared for the plunge, I fell flat onto the water. Super embarrassing cos it was so obvious since I was the only one who jumped wrongly.

I couldn't even feel the pain from splashing into the water cos I was so overwhealmed with embarrassment.

Second. We were supposed to swim back and forth the small pool 4 times, swimming: back, breast, back and free on the 4 laps respectively. I was the first swimmer and I didn't know that after each lap, the coach would give the cue to start the next lap. In the end, I stupidly swam all 4 laps at one go when the others were taking the cue from the coach.

Quite embarrassing, but it still couldn't beat the previous embarrassment.

However, one thing I was quite happy about was plunging practice. We practiced plunging after training and I really did a lot better than the other girls (maybe it's expected cos I'm one year more senior). Anyway, it really made me feel good!

Reeve (year 3 senior) came today too! Don't know why. Probably came to teach us plunging ba.

After training when we all walked out of CSC, April came to meet Reeve. The thing is, I don't really like April. I don't know why actually. Maybe it's just one of those people that I don't have "connection" with. Haha...

Anyway, seeing her made me remember the time when I met her in school last year and gave her that "fake smile".

I already didn't really like her since a long time ago. Then once when I saw her in school, we smiled at each other (as a form or courtesy). Then I actually gave her a weird smile.

To do the fake smile, follow these steps:

1. Have no expression on your face
2. Smile quickly for one second
3. Have no expression again

You get what I mean right? Anyway, it was that type of "I-don't-like-you" smile. I didn't mean to do that on purpose but it's just a normal reaction cos I don't really like her mah. Then after I did that, I regretted straight away. Serious! I really didn't mean to do it!

Next gan ga situation. Jun Wei and I took 69 bus from Bedok home. I didn't know if I should sit with him or sit separately. Cos we don't really have anything to talk about then it's so awkward when we sit together but don't say anything. But if we sit separately, it's like saying I don't want to sit with him.

In the end, I went to top up my card and ended up taking the same bus, but sitting separately cos I boarded quite late and the bus was already quite full.

I remembered once when I also took the same bus with him.

Then I didn't want to sit with him cos I wanted to study for the upcoming commont test. In the end, when he sat at the seat near the window, I wasn't sure if I should sit with him or not. I saw that he was still shifting in his seat cos he just sat down. Was adjusting his bag(which is quite big) and all.

Then, I said "I SIT BEHIND YOU. COS YOUR LEGS ARE TOO LONG."

What the hell was I thinking?! I felt so stupid after that. Even now, I'm still cringing with embarrrassment. Cos he was still shifting about in his seat mah. And it's quite true that his legs are long. Looked like he had difficulty sitting comfortably cos his legs wouldn't fit. But what a dumb reason!!! I still can't believe I said that. It's such a lame excuse!!! Ahh!!!

So, that's all for the weird stuff that happened today. Really would have to buy a mask and bury my head for good if there were any more. Ha...