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Don't worry... I'm not going to do anything silly.

On Tuesday, Mrs Chan (our principal) announced that there was a year 2 guy who committed suicide on the recent Friday night.

It was quite shocking actually. And surreal. Like I never thought suicide could be so real.

Mrs Chan and 2 of his friends spoke about him on stage.

It was a really emotional moment. Everyone was quiet. And I could hear the sadness in Mrs Chan's and his friends' voices.

Even when I hear about this case, and I don't even know the guy, I feel somewhat sad. I don't know why. Maybe it's because they said that he is part of the Victorian family. Then it made it seem like I lost someone close.

I really can't imagine what would happen if it happened to someone I know. It would be so devastating.

After assembly, everyone was unusually quiet. There was no mood to joke around.

And even when we went for lesson, my class was really quiet.

Luckily our teacher was having MC so we had 2 extra periods of break. Can't imagine how we would go through the long GP lesson so quietly.

Anyway, I'm talking about this today because I was unusually quiet at the beginning of the day. Then during Physics tutorial, Jasmine and Sheryl asked if I was sick.

After tutorial, on our way to the LT, Jasmine said something like "if you have any problems, talk to us k?". I could tell that she was joking.

But it just made me realise that if I were to disappear just like that, there would be so many people that would miss me.

I know I'm not exactly a very popular person in school. But I'll still have an impact on my close friends.

My family will miss me most. Followed by Sheryl and Li Yue, Jasmine, Joanne, my AHS friends, etc.

There are really too many to name. I'm not that great actually. Not the funny one, or the noisy one. So I guess people probably won't miss me as much as such people. But I know that there are people on this earth that treasure me.

I know this post sounds really weird. Like I'm going to do something silly or something like that. Don't worry, life is too precious to be wasted. I'm going to live my life properly, because I'm loved!