ICE.COLD.COFFEE

Yesterday, Mr Lim stressed us by telling us how many chapters of Chemistry we have to study. That's 32 in total. And there are 28 days left (and counting...) to prelims. In other words, we need to study 1 and a half chapters every single day, which takes about 2 hours. And multiply that by 4 subjects, that's 8 hours. Include time to do homework, and we're so dead.

After that lesson, I can feel that we all felt the urgency to study hard. For me, it was the urgency to start studying.

After the mid years, I only started doing my homework properly. The homework that I never did before. So how to squeeze in 8 hours of study everyday?!

I don't know if I am stressing myself out too much, but I feel like my dream of 3 or 4 A's is really almost impossible. The teachers made the mid years so damn difficult that all my confidence in myself is draining away. I'm VERY afraid that I won't do well for prelims.

And I don't do well under pressure.

But still, I feel it's difficult to kick start the studying momentum. Like I'm stuck in this "i-don't-want-to-study" mode. It's irritating. Cos I know whining and whining about not having enough time to study won't help at all. I've got to make time! How come my friends can start studying already, but I can't? It's not true that I don't have time... I do!

Yesterday, school ended early and I was planning to come home straight after lessons to start studying. But, the 31 bus took super long to come. After that, I had to go to Tampines Mall to buy some stuff my mother needs to cook dinner, and her lunch.

Then, I came home and took a bath. After that, I studied 3 very easy chapters of Chemistry, then just had to sleep cos I was so tired the whole week. Woke up really late, and did nothing else the whole evening. I'm so angry with myself. I wasted a whole day! And I complain that I don't have time. Argh!

Today is saturday, and I decided that I won't study. I'll take a good rest, then I'll chiong into study mode for the rest of the days until prelims. I don't have anymore time to waste!

Anyway, I really enjoyed myself today. I went to Marina Square with my family. My mother and I went shopping together while my brother and father went to look at other stuff. There were just so many shops in Marina Square. I love that place!

We went into loads of shop, and there was this shop that had sale, so we bought a few things. I bought a shirt, skirt and belt. The skirt is super nice! I'm so happy I bought it! :D

The both of us only managed to visit the shops at one section of Marina Square cos it was getting late. Of course, since we looked into almost every single shop we passed by, it was no wonder that we could only look through one section.

Today was really, really fun! I'm looking forward to going shopping like this again after prelims. But for now, I'm going to study hard. I want to get good results and not regret not studying hard enough after prelims.

Jia you to me! Haha... :)